at this moment I'm at Buddy Brew Coffee
the Mecca of hippsters in Tampa
once again peering out the window watching the cars go by
looking for some inspiration to write
just dropped off the girls at three different schools
Ali was greeter at the lower division
she will stay for chapel with Camila
I wasn't prepared and didn't shower
hair looks like Gary Busey after a coke binge
and can't wear a hat into chapel
it's disrespectful
so here I am
and there they are
and so it goes
Tonight is stone crab fest at the yacht club
should be a raucous good time
we'll spend a bunch of money we don't have
and figure it out later
standard protocol these days
Am I having a midlife crisis?
kinda feels like it sometimes
longing for something
but not quite sure what it is
drinking every night to quiet it all down
in some moderation of course
but still enough to hurt my stomach
wife's not too pleased about that
can't blame her
neither am I
I would love to feel inspired again
period
I wonder if I have a book in me?
do I have the dedication?
cause it's hard work
otherwise everybody would do it
right?
If it lousy, so what?
I still did it.
Ok.
Start writing tomorrow.
Diet starts tomorrow.
Cut back booze tomorrow.
LOL!
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